Paradise Closest to Heaven

I is... -korean misadventures-

2008-07-16T02:46:00.000-07:00

HAPPY DESU!!! ASKFLJEIJ BJWNKAJN8U3! HAHAHAHA

LMAO.

Sorry, it's just that i could not contain myself anymore. I wanna share this happiness that I'm feeling right now to you, my dear readers.

So here's what happened.

Remember that korean girl whom I happen to befriended? (if you can't, scroll down and read the past posts that I made) She happens to know Min Ho because she always stays in his classroom.

I shall get to the point and stop beating around the bush.

She found out that we like him. So this morning, this what happened.

So basically, we said Hi and those other common greetings everyone says in the morning. but with a little twist. we said Hi in korean! isn't that unique?!?!!1!?

last panel: she saw min ho coming our way.

So she decided to come call him without us knowing

All she said was "Oh! There's Min Ho!"

and scurried away.

and yeah, she brought us to our surprise no other than... *drum roll*

LEE MIN HO!

-applause-

and yeah, this is how we felt.

seriously... i wanted to shout right infront of him and say "MAIGAD MIN HO! YOU LOOK LIKE MAEDA GOKI!"

It's true! he has alot of resemblance to that cute little Goki

you don't wanna know the rest. but here's a hint: after he left and greet each other ridiculously by saying that silly korean word An yeong. we screamed like we never screamed before. lol

And here's another one

I met him again in the afternoon.

I was happily playing badminton, hitting the shuttle cock back and forth, to and fro. until this korean girl randomly comes up to me and says "Come with me" and so, i left the company of my friends and went with her.

I got suspicous to where she was taking me. I asked what will we do and she said "Just follow me" and i was like "Whatever". I remained calm until she said "You can see him alot closer here"

So i thought, "who's him" and it suddenly popped into me "Min Ho duh!"

I was resisting but she wouldn't let go TT D TT.

We went down and went into the picnic tables, and there I saw, Min Ho surrounded by little korean boys while playing chess.

She tagged his shoulder and he faced front. He looked at me and i was all like "WTF WILL I DO?!" curse you unpredictableness! (not a real word)

I was guilty that I disturbed his little game. and i went "I'm sorry! sorry!"

So he was like "Yeah... uh-huh"

and i scampered away with embarassment and happiness dwelling inside me. while this korean girl says "krung-krung lol." and points to me as she laughs.

GLKJAK

and there was this tall korean guy who hit me in the face with his racket.

So i told him "OOOOOWW!! YOU HIT ME!"

He says "I'm sorry" and feels guilty for hitting me

i walk away and i just suddenly heard other korean guys laugh

and we continued our game of hit the flying feath- err. i mean badminton.

I was feeling if my jaw was still in one piece, good thing it was. His shuttle cock fell right infront of me, he went near to pick it up, and as he was doing so, he looked at me and said "Are you alright?" i responded with a soft tone and pain "Y...Yah". "I'm sorry" he added as he walked away.

lmao sorry for the rp style of post. hahaahahahahahahahaa -dies-

man am i happy

i'm so happy right now that i could bite my dog. lmao. lmao. lmao. lmao.

gaaahhh!!! maebara you cute little boy!!! why must you be single and cute!?!?! gaahh!!!

-end-

p.s.

he has light brown eyes. aaahhh!! -dies-

p.p.s.

i have nothing to say anymore.

k bye.

wtf?! and yay!!

2008-07-01T04:12:00.000-07:00

I'm happy yet horribly mad. Happy because my avatar finally showed up!! whooo!! Man, did I miss that small sprite version of myself lol.

And horribly mad because I'm kinda annoyed with the people commenting in the art arena at gaia. I'm being flamed. wtf? I say give constructive critics on my art not hurt my feelings with your insensitive comments. It's not that I don't take criticisms well it's just that I want to be evaluated properly not being so mean and unpolite. Oh wait, that reminds me this is the internet and people around here don't really care about feelings and/or manners.

Like here's one and it really hurt me to the bones:

Don't kid yourself, there's no way in hell you're making a real manga if this is the best you can do. The anatomy is pretty bad. The folds in her clothing make no sense whatsoever. There seems to be some kind of birth defect wreaking havoc on her face. The best manga artists studied realism before really developing their current style. Why don't emulate those you admire?

this person is pertaining to this: [link]

is it that ugly to insult me? Why the hell tell me that there's no way in hell that i couldn't make manga. why say that?! anyone can make manga!!! as long that you worked hard on it, then it's art!!

and there are these comments that they'd comment on something really really obvious
Like this one:nice drawing but her clothes seem to shine 8/10

and she was talking about this: [link]

i lol'd.. seriouslytoo bad there isn't a reply to comment button i'd really wanna tell her"Yah, i see that..it really seems to shine huh?"

common sense people. why are people being so dumb? are they pretending to be dumb just to piss someone off or is it that they forget they had a brain?Well, whatever it is, it's really annoying.

Okay.. that was a long one huh?I'm sorry to have spammed your inboxes with my rants. I really just needed to let this out. My "poke a needle through a pillow" therapy didn't work. So yeah... whatever...

oh yeah before this ends..
i'm thinking of changing my blog title.
How about Pancake-Love?
Where Pancakes can Live Happily..

wakkkkkkkkkka

2008-06-26T05:48:00.001-07:00

yoh thar homies!
maigad. i'm a frustrated gangsta lmao
yea, i'm using LMAO now and not LOL anymore. well, y'know.. innovations.
i stalked someone 2 yrs ago and the results were both unpleasing and exciting.
now, i'm doing it again! ahahahahaha!!
hey, you'd understand me if you saw that boy
and you'll say that he's definitely worth stalking!
he's a shy korean boy, age ranging to 16-17, he's shorter than me maybe he's about 5'3'', he prolly doesn't understand tagalog and english that much. well i'm pretty sure that he doesn't understand my motha language...(frustrated gangstaness again).
lmao! he's so cute to stalk, he didn't have a clue at first, but i think he's starting to notice and no it doesn't bother me. i mean what's the worst that he can do? Call all his friends and beat us up?
oh yea...wait... he doesn't have those because he's too shy to even go out of his classroom.
oh well, i guess there's no negative side even if he knows that me and my friend go fangirly every time he shows up.
It's not our fault! We can't contain ourselves anymore! He seldom goes out of his classroom so we miss him every time!

here:

this is so going in DeviantArt. lmao!!

i totally forgot that i ever did this.

it was like way back to december of 2007 since this shot.

okay now,, watch me laugh randomly;

-end-

wooo~

2008-06-20T08:05:00.001-07:00

hello people of earth! i'm back! after weeks of ridiculing my life, i'm back and alive! yes, i am alive! aren't you just happy for me?! :3

aha~ let's get down to business people.. i am here to make a blog post.....doi..

after 2 weeks of classess here i am, not stressed. and i was able to make new friends hahahaahah yea....i was pretty friendly for the past 2 weeks. And guess who my friends are.. well, besides those whom the world already knows.

huh? come on guess you'll get a cookie!

you can't? aww too bad no cookie for you.

let me spoil it nao.

my friends are the korean exchange students who're here in my homeland just to learn english!

man, that's a mouth full.

their english are funny, lol.. i mean funny in a good way.

it's cute that i just wanna laugh everytime i talk to them. lmao

haha yea. i've been having a hard time talking to them too..

here's one for instance:

(me left, korean right)

teacher: systematized body of knowledge.. yada yada.

korean: can you explain what he said.

me: ?!?

me: uh...well.. he said... -nosebleeds-

korean: why are you bleeding?!

Well.. it may be a bit exaggerated and blurred but you get the point.

sorry but i'm not that good in english

but despite that, she's really kind....and shocking....

you just don't know how surprised i was to see those kind of piercings...

i like went..." Oh...kay..haha..-twitch-"

it's late.. can't post anymore!

i'll continue tomarrow.

aw mah gawd!

2008-06-01T01:47:00.000-07:00

yes! aw mah gawd!

SCHOOL!! NOOOEEESSSS!!! NOOOO!!

I'd prefer to die right nao.. (lol exaggerating)

school's near, it's like 1 week left

and 1 week left of summer for me to enjoy

aw man.. i wanna cry this very moment.

another year of school filled with boring surprises (not to mention teachers) awaits me...

and it haven't even started yet, I'm already developing a fear for statistics

i tell you, that book may be small but it's scary with a complete set of sharp teeth. It even growled at me. gawd, that scared all crap out of me.

i'm picking up a subtle feeling that our teacher for that subject will enjoy tormenting us. i haven't even met him/her and i can say s/he is pure evil.

all this is very upsetting and i'm not happy about this one bit. -cries-

oh well~ enough about my fears and rants

here's something to greet you:

err... that didn't come out the way you expected it..

OTL, i look like a worrysome person (which is quite true.....sometimes.....what?....i don't have a problem!)

you could stare at it for awhile........

okay..you could stop now...

oh my gawd! why are your eyes burning?!!

SOMEONE GET AN ICE BAG!!!

this is why i don't like placing photos... it causes severe damage and i don't why it happens. dammit.

WHERE'S THAT ICE BAG!?!!!11?!shiftone!?1111shift

Rant on letters

2008-05-20T21:32:00.001-07:00

Lately, I've seen alot of ranting on journals, and I thought it sounds like fun ranting in public.I usually rant about alot of things, but only with my friends and through chat. I haven't actually let people know that I rant, but here goes.
Okay, I'm gonna be ranting about something that annoys me to hell, and those are chain letters. Have you received those kind of mails that usually just add trash to your inbox together with those Friendster, Myspace updates or any other things similar to those.
Well, I have. And not just once, but twice, thrice..4 times.. alot!!
There are alot of those that I receive and they're all the same.
Like:"Send this to all of your friends or else your mom will die"
Isn't that shit?! I'm not saying I don't love my mom but no damn chain letter will control the way my mom lives her life nor will tell me what to do.
I trash those mails and I see my mom the next day working hard, cleaning the house and such. She didn't die or get sick or whatever shit it's saying.
And there's another one, it says that "If you don't send this Maria will get you later at 2 am and drown you"
I'm sorry, I may be not be that smart but I'm not that stupid to believe in internet ghosts.

Now I know that other than Sadako, Maria can come out of your computer screen and haunt you. And.. just who the hell is Maria?! what did i ever do to her? She can't drown me because I can swim.
Moving on...

And there are these very common chain letters that say "Send this to everyone you know and your crush will ask you out"Wow, the internet is a matchmaker. Believe me it's so annoying. What if your so-called "crush" hates you for having a crush on him/her?
Does anyone wanna ask someone out whom they truly hate? I don't know about you, but I don't.

I have no time to send those useless, unimportant, untruthful (is there such a word?), not good chain letters.

Just who the hell believes in those other than those idiots who sends them. is it you? Well if it is, go get a life because you certainly need one.

If you happen to be one of those people who love to annoy others by sending stupid spammed chain letters, then please, stop it. It's just a waste of time.

And I don't care if you do it for fun or whatever, just stop because it isn't fun for other people to receive those. It's shit and it adds trash to their inboxes.

That's it for this rant.

Rant on letters

2008-05-20T21:32:00.000-07:00

hmm, yeah and haircut!

2008-04-25T04:33:00.000-07:00

it's been 898631234353214455422xxx years of mars since i last posted. Excuse my last post, that was wrong, VERY wrong. lol i think i was too excited to make a decent post and i had to go on hiatus because of a very nonsense post.

the weather is pretty nice right now not like usual burning all of us to hell, it's cold! lol! it's cold! it's cold and i'm happy > 3 <

although despite my happiness, i feel weird..is this nostalgia?

ugh, the weather being so cold and me listening to japanese songs is so nostalgic, wtf!

idk why. it makes me cry TT D TT

sigh, anyway in a totally different story

i had my haircut and i'm totally happy with it

and it's scene hair! hOMg! scene hair!!

the parlor girl or something, got my hair right this time because usually i don't like my hair being touched by other people because then it turns out WRONG! and i have to regret that until my hair becomes even again!

let me show you my "WTF?! WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU DOING HERE?!?" kind of face

i'm a mess, i know
this is just a quick shot
oh yeah and before you go "what the hell are you holding?"
that's my tablet pen, 'mkay?
well, i guess you figured out what's on my ear. tsk duh. you're pretty dumb if you didn't know what was that. lol dumb dumb haha X3

a better pic next time i promise.

i'm procrastinating!!
i should be working on my manga right now. UGH *dies*

~kshay..

ozineozineozineozine!!!

2008-04-07T04:17:00.001-07:00

whaaahaha hOMg!!

teh ozine fest was soooo aweesoommmee >_<

lots of cosplayers!!
everywhere!!
wajhajhadnnngjn!!

love the bands too!!
wheeee! it was fun!! sooo fun!!!
greatest day ever >_<

-kshay

whOOooo~~

2008-03-24T05:32:00.000-07:00

well, it's been a pretty long time since i posted something decent
please, do not mind my post before this, it's pretty wrong

so now, moving on~
i'm pretty free now
there will be lesser things that will keep me from slitting my wrists
and three cheers because i have accomplished 3 cg artworks within a week
yey! very happy. However, after making those artworks... i've ran out of ideas
and unfortunately it costs me the pages of my sketchpad TT D TT
i think i need a break, and that deviant from DA gave that advice
oh my gad!! wtf's up with me??

anyway, i've watched and finished 2 animes this summer
including the movie of clannad
read 3 mangas straight
and i'm currently watching a new one
and maybe by tomorrow i'll be watching shippuuden

whooo!! i've been pretty active on anime now!!
oh yea oh yea oh yea

higurashi no naku koro ni
is the freeeeeaaakkiieeeesst
anime ever

petite cossette
it'll change your life

lol

oh yeah before this random noodle ends

goodluck to my friends on your finals!
FIGHTING!!

bye bye

~kshay *waves and leaves*

tsk

2008-03-11T03:33:00.000-07:00

fuck

aaagghh
man,
i don't like this

stupid

eeeeee
wjahwkjanfjanjfnuwna

fuuucckk!! TT D TT

happiness?? not really. XD

2008-03-06T02:51:00.000-08:00

i kinda miss my sketchpad..
my sketchpad that's full of mindless violence and doodles XD

2 of my friends came up with our version of manwon happiness
if you're wondering, manwon happiness is a show in korea where they challenge
2 celebrities either male or female to do a challenge of not eating for 1 week
they're given 10$ and as much as possible they shouldn't spend it because at the end the one who has the most amount wins.

well in my severe case, it's my sketchpad
and i awfully miss it

i gotta resist and somehow...i really don't feel temptation. i wonder why.

whaa!! i got to do a very easy mission
and it was less embarassing and fun.

well, i gotta atleast resist for 1 week
or else no prize

i'm so excited in winning i wanna get my prize.

and i'm very confident yeyeyey XDD *dances retardedly*

i won my mission against my opponent.
my opponent is my friend and it seems to me that she's in agony right now haha.

kshay fighting!!

eyb eyb

~kshay~

omg!!!!! relaaaaxxxx!! and yes, confession TT D TT

2008-03-05T02:24:00.000-08:00

oh my god!!!

IT'S ALMOST OVER!! WAAAAAHH!!

oh yeah oh yea *dances retardedly*

whooot it really pays to study

the top 15 had their exams first
and i'm one of them

and the exams are over
so....omg! vacation lol

but not quite there are still requirements needed to be passed
*sulks*

but it's still alright!! i get to have my vacation early!!! wahahaha

anyways...
i'm really really thankful to my very supportive friends
i love you guys really!!
and i'm sorry if at times i act like a jerk to you

i'm really really sorry
and very thankful that i have friends like you!

yeaahh!! i'm such a bad person
i don't even take a damn minute to think how great friends i have
it' so annoying i depresses me *cries*

oohH!! i'm really really sorry guys
forgive me for those times that i jerked around
and acted like a conceited snob
i'm aware of that...and well i'm starting to feel like a bad person

[silence]

whoooo.. drama
lol
it's true i'm such a bad friend
but i;m gonna change!! omg! i'm gonna change!!!! *plays background music*

bye bye

-kshay

eeeew

2008-02-22T00:26:00.000-08:00

it's just so gross
i can never get used to
disecting frogs, it's so brutal
i don't want them to die
*cries*

*throws up*
damn it
i never intend in looking into someone or something's
inside, it's so barbaric and we should leave them alone ftw!?
they're not doing anything wrong to us, aside from giving us warts.

i'm not joining the "Save the poor damn frogs" committee
but don't you think it's wrong? i mean...ah, whatever

anyway, HAH! DAMN TEACHER!
you think you'll give me a hard time?
writing a book report on a 5 chapter
isn't so hard *laughs maniacly* XD

oh yeah! i'm gonna get my manga back
from her evil clutches *dances*

~kshay

wtf not good

2008-02-21T03:33:00.000-08:00

aagh f~ck
i feel...
anger
i feel
sad
i feel
aah! who cares on how i feel

dammit i want my bloody manga back!
eeeeegghh! hellion dammit

my manga got confiscated by my teacher
and now i have to do a f*@!#$% book report!!
ugh dammit

i feel fire around me
aagh dammit *slits wrist*

-kshay

tuesdays with morrie

2008-02-16T02:31:00.000-08:00

i just attented a play that was held in the main campus
and it was so cool
very touching
and funny

the one thing that i didn't like was
it was too cold where we sat
we went like "aaw krud,, it's damn cold!!"
but we liked it somehow
instead of being at the back
which wasn't so good
it's hot and you wouldn't be able to see a thing
i know, i've tried.

ah well...
i had fun

ugh,,, gotta start on my paper for social studies
*rushes off*

-kshay

pfft...

2008-02-14T03:55:00.000-08:00

honestly,i don't know how ta feel...

oh wait, yeah i do.. I'M SO HAPPY *dances retardedly*

it was such a relief that i didn't even have to be repremanded by our teacher because of some reason ooh yeaah ooh yeaah.. but at the same time, i feel kinda sad for the others.. *sob* i don't have any idea why i posted that pic or why i did even do it.. lol

aauugh,,, oh my gaawd! tomorrow is like the release of report cards! aaagghh *dies*

i'm scaaarredd,, coonnffuusseedd,, and nervous

mixed emotions... i guess that pic has a reason to be posted after all...

ugh,, everybody WISH ME LUCK! whaaa

i'm really nervous thinking what top i'll be

i dunno if i did a good job last grading period

i really have no idea what's gonna happen tomorrow

no one could ever tell *plays creepy background music*

whoooo.....

*waves and leaves*

-kshay

ahahahahaha

2008-02-12T02:27:00.000-08:00

--->this is how i currently feel

LOLXD i'm extra happy today, OMGXDD

i guess the never-gonna-sleep-during-exams technique is quite effective *cheers*

i'm so happy i could cry *cries*

because my tests went well, so far...

in english i only got 1 screw up whooot

69/70 what can you say bout that lol *laughs maniacly*

envisci 27/30 ahaaa.. quite good for me

3 mistakes only

atleast my technique is paying off

oohh i remember the time that i was so drained even my bags have bags..

well, i guess it's a relief

aauughh

i''m still in the brink of dying right now

i wanna know what rank i'll beee

and i wouldn't be able to sleep comfortably without me knowing *faints*

ah well

gotta do my homework in english

*runs off*

~kshay

sunday

2008-02-09T18:37:00.000-08:00

aagh,, i can't think of a decent title anymore
besides,, when did my titles become decent anyway? *slits wrists*

whoo!! today's a project-free homework-free and exam-free weekend!!
whaaha! i'm gonna drug myself with lemon lime soda! XDD oh yeah
mwaaaha
now i have all weekend upto monday to just sitback
relax and doze off XDD

naaaha!!
i dunno when i'll finish doing my manga
but i really wanna submit it
but i think i'm not that good
i mean, did you see those anatomy?!
they're not proportioned! aahh crap
*stabs self*

lol, my actions are too brutal
i gotta lay down a little...

is it wrong?
that i brought an mp3 to class
then my teacher asked those who were bringing
things out of the daily basis and i didn't admit it??
you don't know the details anyway
she asked who were bringing cellphones (yes, 'tis true, they do not tolerate cellphones in school)
then my other 2 classmates stood up
so i didn't

she said "CELLPHONE" not "WHO'S BRINGING A DAMN GADGET?!"
see, so it really isn't my fault
but i gotta admit i shouldn't bring one in the first place
oh well...
*throws mp3 out of the bag*
lol!! i'm so inlove with these korean boys
whahaha man, they're so hot!!! XDD

*fan girl squeal* SARANGHEYOO x3

whaaaaaa!!!!! seungri rapped!! he rapped!!!! *faints*

ja ne~

-kshay

teeeesssttsssss

2008-02-08T03:25:00.000-08:00

whaahahah!! yeaahh!!! tests are over! whoot!
yeah,, i possibly hope that i'll PASS math this time
*prays*
the exams all went smoothly
and i'm kinda running for an honor
so i'm really praying everything outta me
that i can atleast join the awarding
*prays harder*

i do sure hope the results
are good

anyways..
i have more time to cg now
that exams are over, kinda....
well,, i haven't cg-ed since..
*counts*
i dunno...
it's been a long time
and i think that
my skill is all rusty crap
at the moment TT D TT crap..

*waves and leaves*
bye bye
~Kshay

lol, oh my gawd

2008-02-04T04:53:00.000-08:00

today was the weirdest and craziest
day i've ever had in my whole 14 years of living

it was all going good at the morning
but when it reached afternoon,
there I was.. all... i dunno..
weird..and light headed

and it was because of that damn
calligraphy ink that messed up my manga
now, there it is.. blotted with 3 huge circular blots of ink
everything happened so fast i didn't even know
i to react

i was like
OH MERCIFUL CRAP!!!
then it became
WTF?! FTW?!
then it mellowed down a bit..
my manga... TT D TT *sobbers*
then..
*laughs maniacly*
then it came to...
*stares badly*
then my friend offered me
a calligraphy writing of
seungri
and from my current mood
i became
OMG! OKAY!! =^_^=
then i suddenly felt bad
because the pen got broken
so i went back to...
*cries*
and got all histerical
KRRUUUDD!!!!! FIX THAT F~~~~N' PEN!!!
then luckily to the rescue my other friend
bought me water
so then i was all
"WAHAH!! THANKSS!!!"

then at dismissal
it was already 5:30
naruto shippuuden was about to start
and our service hasn't arrived yet
so we got all histerical
then decided to watch it in my friend's house
since she has the super nearest house from school
so we were trying to catch up until the show starts
but my friend had to go back because we all forgot
to tell the niece of our service
that to pick us up in our friend's house
so it took like 3 mins
but it took longer
because she demanded
my friend to carry her things
w/c i presume was heavy
and slowed all of us down

so we ran instead,,
and we were already looking like idiots
because we were shouting
"RUN!!! RUN LIKE THE WIND!!! RUN LIKE NO ONE'S WATCHING!!!"
"CRAWL WITH ALL YOUR MIGHT!!!!!!!!"

*laughs maniacly*
today was so much fun

-kshay

one down

2008-02-02T23:19:00.000-08:00

Whooot!!

i've finished my project
in CF! *pats self*
i'm so proud!

whooo and it didn't even take
me until 3 am to finish it
i am so energized now

oh yeah, we have another knew dog
a chichuachu
my mom finds it cute
but i find it ugly
i mean, just look at those eyes
HUGE and SCARY eyes
it's really freaky lol XD

i do hope my brother doesn't read this
post
or else i won't live until tuesday to pass
my project XD =_=''

well, gotta quit procrastination right now
i don't wanna rush
i still have math homework
and the oh-so-holy mathematical prayer
tsk, what's next? a romantic scientific love note?

-kshay

XD

2008-02-01T22:07:00.000-08:00

know me more:

omg.. yay
i've finally made my own blog
well, i might be saying random stuff
in here, i mean it's not that i won't take
this so seriously, i'm just a person who
always needs to feel happy
i don't like sad things or whatsoever
nonsense around there.

as you can see from the header
this is where i can open up
things i can't tell other people
*pawn* what?! going emo?! of course not
i despise emo... it's not that i have something
against them i just don't like them.

i need sleep!! S-L-E-E-P
why can't teachers give that to us
just for once?

a week after our major exams
here comes 2 days of exams AGAIN
F~~~~~
agh... i don't mean to swear, but
i just can't stand it. studying is such a pain at times
but ofcourse it's my priority how can i become an anime
artist if i didn't study?
i guess it has it's own benefits either..
but i'm tired i need rest..

ah,, damn it.
i need to do that project due on tuesday
procrastination is overshadowing meeeee!!! aaggh!!
curse youu!!
*dies*

bye bye

*kshay-
p.s. sarangheyo minna
lol,, korean and japanese
not good. lol
aishteru minna!
there much better. ^_^

*waves and leaves*